Monday, January 7, 2008

A so called Lucky Times at an Unlucky Day......

I was too tired last night and I slept late - at around 1 am. Oh gosh, I only had 20 minutes to get ready before going to college. My mom first had to bring my younder sister to school, then only drop me to college. That's why I need to woke up early. Without realizing that I had forgotten to bring my house keys and my phone, I had left the house with my mom. When I realized, it was too late. I'm that kind of person can't "live" with my phone. Oh gosh, I felt so uneasy this morning. Besides, I usually don't wear watches and it had been replaced by my phone. Now, the only way I can know what time it is now was to depend on my iPod - luckily my iPod was with me. Not only this, my college locker key was hanged with my house key, so that means I forgot about my locker key too. The spare one was with Adrian. That happened because I forgot to take it after opening locker last week. What a forgettful girl I am..... Luckily, the locker was empty, and I can just wait for Adrian and take back my key from him. Hopefully, he bring it. It is 9.07 am now, I need to go for class now. Just forget everything that had happened this morning and concentrate in class. DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PHONE, JOEY!! Great, time to go.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Uneasy feeling during the first day of school

As what had mentioned, this was the first day of my last semester. I entered 2 classes but they ended up with 2 different outcomes.
The first one was pretty fun. I met back my previous lecturer and I was pretty excited to get to learn new stuff from him again. Besides, I have enough confident to approach a high distinction for this subject......if possible, but I will try my best and I wont let him down.
The second class was a total opposite from the first class. Her introduction of the subject was considered O.K. to me. In fact, this subject is more to analyzing numbers and making decisions. I'm sure I can cope with that. Later on, she mentioned about accounting and the four big companies. Being as one of the future accountants, I hardly know any one of the big four approaches while she had also mentioned that those who are interested in accounting SHOULD know this. At the very moment, I was wondering, am I suitable or well-prepared enough to hold on my current ambition to be a professional accountant and own a accountant firm in future? In the past, the answer was very obvious and it was a big, proud YES. But now, I really dont know.
I admit that I'm that kind of person who easily being influenced by other people's words. Its just sometimes I cant think and my mind will be blank.
I need opinions from others. I hope I could find some answers regarding to this.
Somehow, I think I should change my mindset. Be more open-minded to other people's words to avoid hard feelings in myself. Sometimes, I just cant do that, especially talking about my future.
I really afraid I had chosen the wrong future. No doubt that I have lost some of my confidence in me. What am I going to do?! Stick to me current dream or choose another path?
I really hope he was here with me......I just need someone to stay beside me now......

Gotta start studying!!

Today is my first day at college after 2 weeks semester break. Well, I'm now at the computer lab, doing nothing while waiting for my gang of friends. This is what happen when you are too early at school. No one is going to be this early when he or she knows that his or her first class is at 9.30am. Anyway, I thought of joining my friends in their marketing class even though I dint register for that subject, just for fun while waiting for time to pass. Yet, I dint and ended up writing my blog here. Sometimes, you will wonder why you have the intention to do those crazy and stupid things. What if you get caught? Sometimes, I just dun dare to take the risk.
On the other hand, I bought some souvenirs and snacks from beijing for my friends today. Hope they tell me that they like it even though they dont like it. Weird, why am I saying this?? Forget it!
First day of my third semester for foundation course, which is also the last semester, I'm ready to receive any challenges from the lecturers. I'm still with the same gang of people in this sem and in most classes. Yet, I'm still hoping to make a new bunch of friends.
It is 8.21am now and I'm still waiting for Andrea. I think I got to go now and will be writing in few days time because I think I will be quite busy after school started.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Welcome to the Year 2008!

Well, time really flies. A year has passed just like that. Anyway, I did have a very good time on the last day of year 2007.
I had my first step into the new shopping world - PAVILION. 4 of us were there, including him. We went for the movie - Alvin & the Chipmunk, and it was the cutest, funniest and most adorable creature I have ever met. On the other side, I think not much people were aware of the existence of the GSC at Pavilion. Tickets for all the shows at all times were available while at Times Square, it was a total opposite. Anyway, we did enjoy the movie.
He was there with me and I was very happy because there has been 2 weeks we dint meet each other and this hadnt had happened since 3 years back. We used to meet each other at least once a week but now I need to get used to what is happening now.
Anyway, after show. We dint plan to wait for 12am as he planned to go back early. So, I followed my aunt back to her house that night.
Well, that's the end of year 2007. Let us say Hello to year 2008!!
新的一年, 新的开试, 新的愿望!
Joey, 加油! 加油!
The only hope I have for this year is,
Be who I am and do what should be done!!